Ignorance Is Missed

The room is full,

but it's just me here,

There's things I say,

but nobody hears,

Nobody cares,

Nobody listens,

Only what they say,

is meant,

They try to deny,

but it's evident, 

The walls echo,

the words I've said,

Why do they ignore me,

is it my time to see,

What they truly are,

and who I should be,

To the people I've spoken,

with their blank expression,

The volume is raised, 

but there's nobody home,

Sometime it feels like I'm all alone,

I constantly,

Bang,

Smash,

Crash my head,

The tears, the blood,

the words that are shed,

Nobody listens now,

perhaps when I'm dead,

When nobody's here,

just an empty shell,

That's when I can say,

you can all fuck off,

straight to hell,

Take a good whiff,

of this rotting shell,

You're to late now Oh! Well.

Copyright © 2013 John Bevan

Pain

The pain in my head,
As you push, 
pull and taunt again,
Wishing I'm dead,
as you punch, 
Kick and I bleed again,

The school bell rings,
It's time and I'm leaving,
At home,
I hear the screams,
Black and blue,
Reds on the floor again,

Another sleepless night,
the nightmare has begun again,
I feel so alone,
as people point and laugh again,
Hurting inside,
from feeling so alone again,

I'm dying inside,
from the names they call,
The punches they throw,
Bleeding inside,
Leave me alone 'cause I'm cryin'.
I'm losing my mind.


Copyright © 2012 John Bevan

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Dark Corners

The pain and hurt,
He feels inside,
If you look close enough,
You will see it,

 in his eyes,

The torment of losing,
over and over again,
A cruelty that's known to him,
Of who he is,
and who he should be,
Just to be close again,

Not one to take control,
Never to say,
but gives his heart,

whole,

Never believed in anything,
Never had the opportunity,
Left alone to pour out his soul,
He could be,

you or me,
The teardrops fall,
As he writes and draws,

A painting of a lonely soul,
Left on his own,
Wandering,
Thinking,
What might have been,
Walks through the darkness,
No one's there,

Just his dreams,

A horse in the field,
roaming alone,
With no one to shield,
from the pouring rain,
To call his own,
continuously beating,
Again and again,

Sadness and pain,
Returns yat again,
Who,
Why,
Does he feel this way,
No one knows,
No one can,
He is the child,
Who became a man.






Copyright © 2012 John Bevan

She's Gone

He stands there watching,
as the rain falls down,
He's thinking of her,
as he stands alone,
Do you think of what's happened,
think of the times,
It took place so long ago,

He stands there watching,
as the rain falls down,
He's patiently waiting,
waiting for his wife to come home,
As he began to remember,
what others had forgot,
The teardrops fell,
and hit the ground,

He stands there watching,
as the rain fell down,
He thinks of the nights,
that she came home,
But now he just stands there all alone,
His wife was now gone,
Never to come home,
Hit by a driver on her way home,

Now he stand there waiting,
standing alone,
The rain keeps falling,
when no one can see,
He stands there waiting for eternity.




Copyright © 2012 John Bevan

Re-Light The Spark

She takes me,

to the stars,

The moon,

Sparks fly,

As we light up the room,

Hearts beat,

at a lightening pace,

As we hold each other,

in loves embrace,

Beads of sweat,

bitter taste,

for a love so sweet,

Bieng consumed,

by lovers heat,

The passion,

The fire,

The flame,

Never to forget,

Your beauty,

Your touch,

Your name,

The distant dreams,

will happen once again,

You are the phoenix,

who lit my heart,

Hit the point,

re-lit the spark,

To hold you in these arms,

to touch your heart,

it will be my turn,

to ignite the flame.

Copyright © 2010 John Bevan

The Damned

I have seen,
through your dreams,
There's no light after all,
All that I've seen in my life,
The torture,
The pain and the screams,
We slowly rise just to fall,
I've lost my way,
Lost my life,
Can't make sense of it all,

I have seen many dream,
Children screaming. 'No more,'
I've lost my love,
Lost my faith,
Will I make it back home,
Lose my mind as I fall,
Am I damned, broken in chains,
now I'm blind from it all,

Can I break,
Free from these chains,
Now I have no will at all,
Save my soul,
Take my hand,
and don't let go,
Or I shall be damned for it all,

Free your mind,
Free your soul,
Understand,
Let me take control,
Set me free,
and I will show you so much more,
I'll open your mind,
to more than before,

Take my hand,
come with me,
Let me open your eyes,
I'll show you dreams,
Not yet known.




Copyright © 2011 John Bevan